this week is like a bowling week.have been bowling for all six days in a row and maybe tmr.and ohmy,comp is in 1.5 days time.omg,omg. anyway,bowlers,do jiayou!(:
and yes,i finally finished my last napfa on friday. yayness. had all A except a B for standing broad jump. so it was like one more mark to full mark. lol
anyway,planned my staurday alr but my bad ankle spoilt everything.was supposed to go out with sy and ht but ya,orchard is a place that will definately threaten my bad ankle. so decided to head home after trg. surprising,nel and kz had the mood to play mahjong. so called jk along to my house and played till 10. and eveyone lost except that idiotic nelson. ohmy,i fell down while playing mahjong when i was trying to picked a 10 cent coin on the floor. and nelson was lauging his ass out intead of helping me out.
well,i can't imagine the days after the sports season cos i'll be saying bye to bowling and hi to ultimate mugging.definately a pathetic year for me.
although its only 1230am now,i'm feeling tired alr.boos.

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this song do bring back much memories and indeed,轉角遇到愛 is a damn nice show(:watched it 3 time alr and im still loving it.
alright,kind of tired today.all the tedious tutorials,bowling and laughing from kz's and nel's funny reactions/actions do worn me out.
and damn,my ankle still hurts.LALA,competition is only 2 days away, go aj team bowling(:

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things are getting way too complicated.was chatting with seeyuen ytd and we both realised that things are changing in a way that we could not accept.we can't differential who's right and whose's wrong anymore.and its scary,in a fact that we are living in this complicated world.
i'm so not willing to grow up.
please bring back my good old days
and shrucks,my left ankle hurts now and comp is just 3 days away.why must all bad things come at one time at such crucial period?BOOS.and apparenty,i can't go see a doc cos if thats the case,i think my ankle will be bandaged.so meanwhile,i just have to endure and pray hard that it wont hurt so much during comp.
anyway,i just realised the past few posts are emo ones.shall get back to haha mood soon and post some happy stuff.soon,real soon
ohya,to my dearest seeyuen and the vb team,good luck for your match tmr!we do believe in you.(:

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this is getting nowhere
trg was in a total mess today.and i'm sorry to all when i cried suddenly during trg.it may be due to stress and also some other reason.i know im weak at handling such issue,thats why im particular sensitive towards it.sometimes,when a similar problem comes after another,you will start to ponder on your personality.confusion sets in and you'll start wondering are you really that useless. some asked me to be strong.courage?i admit i don't have becos deep inside,it hurts so much that i can't think and see properly.and while searching for the hard truth,i found that i've somehow lost my identity.
but in the mist of all these crap,i'm glad supportive friends are ard me.thankyou clement for cheering me up.i'm sorry that i cried in front of you so suddenly.and to nelson,glen and karan,i know i'm not alone(:.much thanks to daryl and kianzuo's messages too.and not forgetting kelvin's old uncle naggings.and thankyou seeyuen and kianzuo for listening me out.i really appreciate that(: to aj team bowling,i'm sorry that i've affected today's trg.
argh,crap just comes one after another.

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a nice song indeed.(:
well,some said that its easy to get over it. well,in my view,thats total crap.yes,time might heal but not toally.and i think you've never loved before thus accounting for your absurb view.
and sometimes,i really hate to put on a mask when talking.sometimes i feel like flaring up but i controlled.becos i know that if i ever did flare up in front of you,things will get out of hand.yes,only you can show attitude but not others.maybe i sld record some words from your mouth and say it back to you.and when you got angry,i'll have proof to show you that this is what you've been doing to others.argh,i don't like all these rubbish.
someone please cheer me up:( sucks

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heard a bad news from seeyuen last night.
and i'm shocked by it.
yes girl,do cheer up. i know this incident is affecting you and the team but please keep the vb spirit high.
i know you want the championship badly and i do belief aj vbteam can do it.
and to ts,i really hope you can get well soon and please keep that passion of yours. you have come a long way boy. don't give up(:
asy,stay strong alright!(:
anyway,celebrated yj's bday ytd.shall upload the photos when i'm free.
apparently,me and kelvin went off first to get the cake and we have to stone for like one hour because ric is late and we can't spoil the surprise.so ya,went to a super dark park and i think our loud voice disturbed the couples there.lol
anyway, had a nice chat with dearest sy today(:
and apparently,i'm suppose to voice out that i'm affected by manu's penalty goal but while i'm typing,they scored agn.so now,its 2-1 again arsenal.boos.(mr kianzuo,i know you're sianed too,lol) and mr kelvin lim wei liang can't stop suaning me cos apparently,he a super manu fan.argh,i'm at loggerheads with him now.
but still,arsenal played really well today(:
anway,i love my blog song.it can really heal emo-ness.

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i got a lot to blog ytd.but somehow,i forgot what i initially wanted to say alr.
anyway,the pw results are out and i got a B.well,not too good nor too bad. just that our grp really puts in a lot of effort and hope that we can ace it. to my dearest pw grp 128,we have really put in our best and we sld feel contended alr (:
but i'm rather pissed with some that get an A but you know they don't deserve it. i'm glad MOE is taking away pw as an A level sub since it seem to be a rather unfair subject.
well,lets backtrack abit to wednesday.
wed is a rather happening day in aj i suppose.firstly,we get to hear the aj idols singing,next was heats for the various cca and it was cool to see vb,track and bball competing against each other.then off we went to audi to listen to lee hui fei's talk. some of his students performed and ohmy,the two superstar singers sang quite well indeed.
thursday was e-learning but ting and nel went knocking on my door at 8 plus. lol,cant get to sleep much. had e-learning tgt and i was dragged by nel again to get the comp shirt for bowling.
friday was haha-time at seeyuen's hse. and both of us decided to get a wallet to consloe ourselves for not getting an A for pw. i'm glad i have sy and nel ard to see the results tgt.
met wenbin at night to make some stuff. wenbin,being rather fat,was so clumpsy. lol,and its quite interesting to observe a fat person. haha. crapped and chatted till midnight.
went back to xms for homecoming today.this year homecoming was nice,just that the rain spoilt all the fun.anyway,had my last private bowling trg with coach jimmy today. learned a lot and i hope i'm able to apply in the upcoming A'div competition.
well,there is certainly ups and downs but our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall.
in the darkness,its great to have that path of light,the light that makes everyone to put down their burdens,worries and unhappiness and to find back themself.

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monday blues set in right in the morning but bowling trg kept me going.
its weird how i used to dragged my way to trgs as i don't like to carry a heavy ball along.
but the thought of stepping down makes me feel so guilty of not cherishing the times in the past.
well,bowlers have become much more united and its fun having so many crappy people ard.
although its weird initially to adapt to a cca full of boys and only 1 girl to accompany me,i alr gotta used to it and now,it feels weird without having so much boys since some were not in the main team.
and yes,this post is not an emo shit one. i'm really proud to be part of this team and i'm really glad i've learnt a new skill apart from dancing. i was glad i chose to change a cca after dancing for 10 years in pri and sec school.
and to mrdarrel,thankyou for polishing my ball today due to my plain laziness.
to seeyuen again,**** *** is really better. my motivation to stay alert for the early mornings in canteen and lectures. what can *** *** do? LOL

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last week was a happening one. very happening indeed

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